If thou didst it, thou art the nonpareil."
I can’t help but feel that today would have gone a lot differently if my parents were still together.
Can he stop yelling at me? Just please stop being hurtful and spiteful and talking down to me. I apologized, why can’t you? Now I’m missing my senior prom because you twist everything I say.
Why can’t my family actually be a family for once? Why hasn’t my sister apologized yet? Why didn’t she visit me in in the hospital after what she did to me made me have to get an emergency surgery? Why did my mom blame me? Why doesn’t she care? Alison could have been arrested for what she did and my mom doesn’t care.
Why doesn’t my family want to go to my graduation? Why aren’t they going to my graduation? Why does everyone always blame me? Why am I always left to pick up the pieces?
The people who should love me most are the ones who make me face the fact that I’m unlovable, every single day. It’s time I grow up and stop waiting for someone to take my side. Everyone you let in will use and abuse you, it’s always going to be me against the world isn’t it? For some reason everyone always thought I had the answers, but then why am I always asking questions?
There is a really attractive and toned young man doing yard work in my back yard with my mom? It’s hot out, I should go offer him something cold to drink…
